DISCLAIMER: Unfortunately they're not mine, they belong to Warner Brothers and Shoot the Moon Production Company. I promise to play nicely with them, and put them back where I found them when I'm done.

SPOILERS: None, really. This is just a short vignette, set after Burn Out. Ever notice how Lee always shows up at Amanda's place whenever she's in trouble? Coincidence? I think not...

RATING: G

Big thanks to Alliana for beta-reading this. :-)

Feedback: Always welcome - JenC

NIGHTLY RITUALS

I. Lee

Lee Stetson blinked and rubbed at his eyes. The data in the reports he was supposed to be collating seemed to crawl across the page. With a sigh he flipped back through the sheets of computer printouts until he recognized something. Dammit, he thought, at this rate I'll be here all night.

"You look beat." Francine stopped in front of his desk, Billy close behind.

"I'm just not seeing the connections."

"Why don't you call it a day? It's not like we need it immediately," Billy said.

"I really want to finish it--"

"That's an order, Scarecrow. You aren't doing any good if you're only reading it with half a brain."

"Fine."

The exasperation he felt at Billy's dismissal quickly gave way to relief as he rode the elevator up to street level and waved goodnight to Mrs. Marston's evening replacement. Once a problem started nagging at him, he hated to put it aside, but the thought of a solid night's sleep tempted him.

He stifled a yawn as he steered his car out of the parking lot. The trip home never took much of his attention; he drove mostly on autopilot, his attention still held by the printouts he'd left behind.

The light at the next intersection flickered to yellow and he braked, then stared at the street sign. This wasn't the way he'd meant to go, he realized. How had he ended up here? Clearly this little detour had become too much of a habit.

He cursed under his breath and gripped the steering wheel, ready to pull a highly illegal u-turn as soon as he was clear of the intersection. Then he shook his head and forced himself to relax. He was almost there already; it would only take a moment, and after that, he could go home.

* * *

The Corvette purred to a halt and Lee flicked off the lights. Everything looked normal in the little house across the street. Lights glowed, casting golden pools on the lawn, though soon after he parked, the upstairs windows went dark. He checked his watch. Bedtime for the boys. Right on schedule.

He studied the house and yard. No broken windows, mysterious vans, poisonous reptiles, booby traps, or lurking shadows marred the peaceful scene.  No white slavers, enemy agents, mob thugs, mercenaries or evil-twin assassins troubled the night. In fact, when he rolled down the driver's side window, he could hear crickets whirring in the bushes.

"Mother!"

He smiled at the faint call that carried in the darkness. If she's got the laundry all folded, he thought, she'll fix herself a cup of hot cocoa and sit down with her mother to watch some TV.

At that moment, she'd be in the kitchen, running hot water in the kettle. No doubt she wouldn't be surprised if he popped up in the window, but he didn't have a reason to be there and was too tired to think of a pretense.

Sometimes he wondered what it would be like to come home to a warm, bright, slightly chaotic place where someone waited to share hot chocolate and ask about his day. Once in a while he wished he didn't have to skulk in the back yard; there were moments, standing in the shadows staring into Amanda's kitchen, that he almost couldn't remember why he had to stay outside.

"This is a bad habit," he told himself, not for the first time. But what harm could it do, just to keep an eye on her? Even now, he didn't think she realized how dangerous their work really was, how ruthless their enemies could be.

"Maybe that's my fault. Maybe I've been protecting her too much." After two years, she ought to understand the risks. Then again, he'd thought of it as a game himself, until the first time someone he cared about died. As he started the car, a host of faces slipped through his mind: his parents, Dorothy . . . all the ones he couldn't save. He couldn't change the past, or protect the world, but he sure as hell could be certain that this little corner of Arlington would be safe, tonight.

Humming under his breath, Lee made one more loop around the block, then headed across town to his own apartment.

 

II. Amanda

"Mother! Do you want some hot cocoa?"

"You go ahead, Amanda." Dotty bustled through the kitchen with a garbage bag and a cardboard box. "I thought I'd clean out the hall closet."

Amanda squeezed her eyes shut, trying to remember if she'd left anything incriminating there. Nope, should be okay. "Are you sure you want to start that now, Mother? It's late."

"I've been putting it off for three weeks. I'll sleep better if it's done."

"Do you want any help?"

"No, you'll just hover and tell me not to throw things away."

"Well, I'll just be in the kitchen, then. If you need me." Amanda smiled. If anyone was guilty of not being able to throw things away, it was her mother.

Fighting the yawn that had been sneaking up on her for the better part of an hour, she ran hot water in the kettle and turned on a burner on the range. She spooned cocoa mix into a mug and added three mini marshmallows, then leaned against the counter where she could look out the window.

The kettle's whistle a few minutes later startled her--she'd been waiting for a quiet rap on the door.

"Silly," she told herself, but she didn't look away from the dark patch of night over the sink. Of course, he never showed up when things were quiet, but he did always seem to appear when someone was trying to kill her. "I shouldn't complain."

"Did you say something?"

"No, Mother. Just thinking about tomorrow."

She finished the hot cocoa and licked a bit of melted marshmallow off the rim of the mug. She really should straighten up the den, or find a book to read or a show to watch. When had staring out a window into an empty backyard become so fascinating?

"Bad habit." She shook her head and carefully set the mug in the sink. No matter how often Lee Stetson showed up at her back door, it didn't mean he was falling for her. It just meant he still thought of her as a hapless amateur who needed constant supervision. And he's right, she thought, remembering all those bad guys over the past two years who'd just walked right into her home.

"What is this?" Dotty's voice rose to a squawk. "I wondered what you'd done with that sweater I gave you for Christmas. You know, the pink one?"

"Oh. My. Gosh." Amanda darted toward the front hall. She'd forgotten about the pink sweater--she'd stuck it way in the back of the closet, knowing she should throw it out but not wanting to because--

"Amanda, this looks like a bullet hole."

"Mother." Amanda grabbed the sweater. "Why would one of my sweaters have a bullet hole in it? Besides, no blood. If someone had shot me, there would be lots of blood."

"Well, what *did* you do to it?" Dotty narrowed her eyes, her voice still suspicious.

"It's just a snag."

"I've never seen a snag like that."

"Well, it was very strange. I was working, doing a . . . shoot. Down by the old quarry."

"Dare I ask what IFF was shooting at the quarry?"

"You wouldn't want to know."

"Probably not. You couldn't find a film company to work for that hires Robert Redford or Paul Newman?"

"No, Mother." Amanda smoothed her hand over the rough, bumpy knit of the sweater. She knew she ought to get rid of it, but every time she tried, she pictured Lee winking and brushing his lips across the backs of her fingers, and then her stomach did somersaults and she just couldn't throw that sweater in the trash. "Anyway, I tripped and fell, and it caught on some bushes, and when I got up, there was the hole."

"Amanda. You've always been so rough on clothes."

"Some people are worse." One person in particular she could think of, especially. The man's dry cleaning bill alone must run into six figures.

"Yes, well, you aren't some people, you're--"

"My daughter," Amanda concluded with the ease of long practice. "I'll try to be more careful, I promise."

"Well, it's ruined. Let me put that in the bag." Dotty reached for the sweater, but Amanda held it close.

"I want to try to fix the snag. If that doesn't work, I'll get rid of it myself."

"What did I tell you? You can't throw anything out."

"Well, some things just deserve another chance, that's all." She tucked the sweater under her arm and went into the darkened living room to check the locks on the windows. She never used to do that, but lately she'd found herself double-checking security when she thought her mother was otherwise occupied. It never hurts to be careful, she thought.

As she pushed on the latch at the top of the first window, she glimpsed movement out by the street and jumped back. A moment later she laughed silently as she realized it was just a car pulling away from the curb across the street.

Silly, she told herself, and then she got a good look at the car's low-slung profile as it passed under the street light.

Hugging the sweater tightly, she smiled and watched the red tail lights of the Corvette disappear into the darkness.

~Finis~

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